The past few days have been rough. Daddy's minor procedure Thursday led to a major ordeal after a complication, Urgent Care, another complication, more Urgent Care, and now a hospital stay. Add to the mix two tiny people to comfort, entertain, and continually reassure that Daddy will indeed hold and wrestle with them again someday, and... well, it's been rough. Friends and family have stepped in big-time. I actually got flowers for Mother's Day yesterday, despite a miserable-in-bed husband and children too little to know about it! (although Rawr-rawr the teddy bear did wish me Happy Mother's Day this morning - only a day late.) These are the times I feel closest to my Abba, when I most feel the need for Him. He comforts me like no one else can. He cradles my spirit under His wings. I've got peace like a river, love like an ocean, and joy like a fountain in my soul. Yes, even joy. Even now. This is my prayer for my husband as well. Pray with me that his body and spi...
In nine days Daddy will receive a kidney transplant, and my world will change drastically. Although I should be leaping for joy, I am terrified. God wants to lead us out of Egypt, but I, foolishly, like Israel, prefer slavery to the unknown. A similar drastic and terrifying change happened three years ago, though I didn't know it was coming then. Daddy's kidneys failed, and our carefree (as much as you can call life with a six-week-old carefree) existence failed as well. Now I had a newborn to care for and a very sick husband whom I could no longer serve the tasty, healthy meals I had just become good at preparing, but only white bread/rice, bland meat, lettuce, candy, and mayonnaise. Then there were his 5 or 6 twice-daily prescription medications. How were we going to pay for this? We figured out the diet well enough, and the vast majority of the meds were covered by insurance. After a year, we started daily home dialysis, and he felt much healthier. He was even able to eat a ...
Over a month has passed since my last post, and I'm afraid it might be even longer until my next. I'm not one to overbook myself... other valuable things have become forefront for now, leaving me no extra time to blog. Until next time...
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